[Divine] So wise, never once thought twice, never once stood in line just to standby in rapid decline of my natural life.. Although once thought to be a modern day Einstein, now I can’t seem to figure out if I’m in my left or my right mind, since my mind left my life in the nighttime without a single meaningful lifeline.. Now I’ve found myself in a parallel life — one I fully despise cause
[Turtling] Where or where to begin, when it all feels like it’s too much to take in.. I’m so well adjusted, I know how to roll with the punches, I’ve got the finishing touches.. But am I onto something when I keep running the numbers & the number crunching comes up with nearly next to nothing? Not sure I saw this coming..Not sure if it’s just poetic justicethat’s the crux of thisor that I’ll live life lovelessand cold blooded,while the general publiconly
[Gravitational Pull] Cruising down the road less traveled — feels so natural as being adaptable is kind of admirable.. Yet it’s like the mechanical bull is using its gravitational pull — it’s sensational, but ain’t sustainable since it’s highly unfavorable that I’m perfectly capableof becoming quite breakable.. So it might not seem rational that I’m about to go radical & bungee jump.. Is it troublesome that I won’t buckle up, when I know it’d just come undone? So I take my thumb, cut the
[Is It Me, Or Is It You?] Wouldn’t know what my mind goes through, I keep it hidden.. I often find myself behind closed doors, crying and bedridden.. No wonder I’m distant, I’ve lost my vision — as my eyes and cheeks stream with tears that reflect an infinite glisten.. The sounds I hear provoke fear, but I continue to listen.. “Got behind, didn’t make the bed.. Never met the man — it’s a sign
[Innocence Is Infinite ] New day, new sun type of omen is my slogan that I’ve chosen as my Trojan horse.. So of course, I keep flowin’ like a smoking gun — one and done — I’ve got you stunned.. I’ve almost won the battlefront by being blunt of what’s discussed.. But I’m just coping, hoping I don’t push my luck and self-destruct.. Oh how I lust to readjust, but have no trust so go
[Fight or Flight] When thoughts go neglected it’s hectic and I often wonder if my oversight will ever even come to light, which leaves me with a feeling I’m not dealing with my healing right.. So to try setting my life right, I brought a pencil to my mind’s gunfight.. As I begin to write, my line of sight is formed only by my pencil’s graphite.. Fight or flight is all I have — it’s
[In My Minds Eye] What a charismatic soul I met about a year and a half ago.. Probably could have called me by the name of Juliet, and him, by the name of Romeo.. At our very first sights, and our very first hello, meeting him made my heart overflow with an afterglow that quickly splashed past the status quo.. I even created and recited a song, on how much together forever I knew we belonged..That very
I have a lot of nightmares here and there, where I find myself in a place of utmost despair, regarding things my mind seems to find as so blatantly unfair, things that at the time can’t seem to find a way towards a fixable repair.. There are times when my thoughts become partially impaired, by the well-being of my very own personal welfare.. But sometimes my mind dares to stare, directly into the world’s current
It’s hard for me to speak this confession, when I know I have to mention, the depths of my deepest darkest depressions — the ones that make me feel so helpless, it’s hellish, but worst of all, I always feel so selfishly selfish.. Living the life I live with my secrets of addiction, inevitably lead to a variety of frivolous frictions, that work hard against my healthy life missions.. The truth is, I’m so terribly
Little white bird cage, everyday I live a blank page, no sense to be afraid, nor amazed.. Although I can’t deny, how much I sigh, when I try and try, to fly so high.. I’d be so proud, to touch the clouds, but in reality, I’m not allowed.. When I go up, I have no choice, but to come back down, smiles now drowned, by mile long frowns.. It’s true I’ve failed my quest —I’ve
© KineticParallax 2024
© KineticParallax 2024
