[Turtling]
Where or where to begin,
when it all feels like it’s too much to take in..
I’m so well adjusted,
I know how to roll with the punches,
I’ve got the finishing touches..
But am I onto something
when I keep running the numbers
& the number crunching
comes up with nearly next to nothing?
Not sure I saw this coming..
Not sure if it’s just poetic justice
that’s the crux of this
or that I’ll live life loveless
and cold blooded,
while the general public
only cares what’s published
by the press coverage..
Easy does it
as I try to release my clutches..
But it’s mind numbing
all this constant juggling
of all or nothing
since it’s always something
that’s got me running
with this self-destructive
heavy luggage,
sweating buckets,
it’s quite disgusting,
it’s unproductive..
What am I even up against?
Can I not even feel equipped
against a f*cking gust of wind?
Blow me a sun-kiss
& hit or miss
it runs a risk
that I’m over and done with..
F*ck this sh*t..
drops 🎤✌🏽
🌻🌿
