[So Alive & So Free]
Once just the host of a ghost in an empty body —
forever drowning,
couldn’t stop frowning..
Wasn’t always okay,
that you’d treat me that way,
but somehow,
someway,
I started to put up with it each day..
So naive —
I should have seen,
but wasn’t keen,
that you’d resurrect,
such disrespect..
Always obsessive,
& being oppressive..
Can’t you get the message?
Get lost dude!
You’re a fake and a sham,
mimicking & following like a lost little lamb..
All that perspiration,
from so much desperation..
So pathetic,
about time to find yourself a legitimate medic —
as you continue to pile,
poor life decisions like it’s going out of style..
All the while,
I can’t stop smiling..
I’m free of you jack*ss!
Who thinks he gets a free pass,
just cause the community’s nice,
& doesn’t have a vice..
But when you’re in need,
cause you simply can’t lead,
it ain’t nothing but candid,
to leave you stranded —
lost in the dust,
without an ounce of trust..
Wasn’t even optional,
but an absolute must..
I can’t stop my smile,
as I compile my files,
to turn the dial,
& mark complete,
this nightmarish mile,
just to continue rappin’ and rhymin‘,
with my freeflow freestylin’..
So alive & so free!
I can breathe & foresee,
a decree,
as the next 2019 VIP emcee..
I can’t stop smiling!
Now that I get to be nothing but me —
rooted so deep,
like the base of a tree..
So high up.. so light.. so feathery..
I can’t stop smiling!
Now that I get to be nothing but me —
so alive & so free —
it’s the only way to be..
drops 🎤✌🏽
🌻🌿
